Schmeels on Wheels
signsofpdx:

End Fool Zone - Portland, OR

signsofpdx:

End Fool Zone - Portland, OR

in berlin hanging with friends, wishing i was just back at home at the moment. I’m sick and tired of planning the next step. i guess that means i’m tired of traveling. 

but until the next step, here’s to sight seeing and being in the presence of a good friend of mine who i had missed dearly. 

here’s also to going to the wall today and to other cool places in berlin. :)

and maybe to getting a phone and some disposable cameras.

dealing with anxiety in a foreign country is proving to be so difficult.

time to take an anxiety nap
notes-to-ex-lovers:

Notes To Ex-Lovers, 290.
2014

notes-to-ex-lovers:

Notes To Ex-Lovers, 290.

2014

trying to resist going out to buy myself a pack of cigarettes. 

feel like crying. don’t want to go out on my own because i’m afraid i might miss hanging out with this guy who is my new friend. but if i don’t go out then i’m just staying here waiting for someone who doesn’t know I’m waiting for them. 

The anxiety in my body is too fucking much right now. 

Lost my phone like an idiot.

schmeelsgoestoeurope:

So I either lost my phone or it got stolen out of my bag while I was being a tourist today. It has a passcode on it so I should be fine with keeping things safe. There is also a lost and found at the place where I lost it so I am going to check there again tonight and tomorrow morning.

But if it’s really truly lost forever then I won’t really be posting on here as much. and i lost all my photos. which is what I’m most sad about. I’m going to Berlin tomorrow, so I will probably get myself a little pay as you go phone there so that I can keep in contact with some people abroad and such.

I’m trying not to panic. I keep going through waves of calm and then waves of panic. But everything should be fine. Fortunately the friend I made here has been really helpful with keeping me calm. Ah, well. It wouldn’t be a good trip without me leaving my mini computer somewhere/getting it stolen, yeah?

When did we become a country where the millionaires are jealous of the people on food stamps? A country that thinks teachers and fire fighters are soaking us dry? A country that thinks the richest who are paying the lowest taxes in 80 years are the ones being beaten up?
pdlcomics:

Hope for the Best
saddumbgrrrrl:

and it’s haunting me, but I feel fine.

saddumbgrrrrl:

and it’s haunting me, but I feel fine.

animalstalkinginallcaps:

BOY I’M DRANKIN’
I’M SANGIN’ 
ON THE MIC TO MY BOY TOYS
THEN I FILL THE TUB UP HALFWAY THEN RIDE IT WITH MY SERFBORT
SERFBORT
SERFBORT
GRAININ’ ON THAT WOOD
GRAININ’ GRAININ’ ON THAT WOOD

cosmic-femme

animalstalkinginallcaps:

BOY I’M DRANKIN’

I’M SANGIN’

ON THE MIC TO MY BOY TOYS

THEN I FILL THE TUB UP HALFWAY THEN RIDE IT WITH MY SERFBORT

SERFBORT

SERFBORT

GRAININ’ ON THAT WOOD

GRAININ’ GRAININ’ ON THAT WOOD

cosmic-femme